Thursday, June 26, 2008

Disney's song

Welcome to my post-big-test post.
Anyway it is not the reason I post this. Lately I have been watching quite a lot of Disney movie. First King Caspian and now Kungfu Panda. Disney sure have many achievements this summer. However, the movie is still not what I want to write about, rather the song they use.
There is no doubt what so ever that Disney know how to choose it song. While Disney movie only leave a simple mark the song in another hand affect me quite badly. There is "The Call" in PC, "Real Gone" in Cars back in the old time I love "Kiss the girl" in The little mermaid and a bun more I can't remember. These songs in their turn charm me. I remember listen to "The Call" for three days in a row again and again and again. Then I reach the limit and sick of it. Still I admit it is a great song. Sound even better in the movie. I remember hearing it at the end and it is breathtaking. Talk about good timing, I can't imagine a better place to put it and I don't think there is any other song that could express the characters' feeling better. Disney really a wizard in music. The song is actually leave the strongest impression on me and make me wanna watch the movie again. On the other hand, in Cars, "Real gone" is sung in the first minute create the mood for the movie without it I don't think I can have that "live" mood mean for the movie. "Kiss the girl" appear in the middle simply to create a romantic mood. But one can not denial it have done its job terrifically that is one lovely scene.
Well, I'm out of stress now. Bye bye.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

In the End

In The End, the Very End when time run out and the book close.
Last night, night of departing, night of sorrow and night of joy. We end a chapter in our life, close down a book and start a new one.
I can remember a few thing I've done that night. Dancing, cheering, eating, drinking, laughting and crying, of course, but I can't remember what I have in mind at the moment. They are all a bluss, a set of emotion mix up, blend in. I hug my friend and cry but I don't know for what. I simply can't not make out the reason my tear choke my words. Am I cry for us never be the same as we are now? Am I cry for the beautiful part of my life I have to leave behind? I don't know and I will never be.
It's funny how we can be so different from what we show people. most of the time A1 was mean to be the noisy, naughty class. We annoy everyone and seem so shallow. Nobody know under that shell are beautiful hearts. We love each other, care for each other. We cry and laught together. Between us are the unbroken bond creat by love, the love we develop with so much effort in three whole year. We have argue, there is none 46 people can be together with down having a agrument, but in the end it is the love, the caring we feel for each other that last and will last forever.
When I think about the departing night it always remind me of a fairy tale. But this is an unfinish fairy tale. The final demon are yet to be defeated. The hero still have a lot to do. Maybe he win, maybe he die trying. Anyway he have a long trouney ahead and his companion is nothing than the happy thought of glory past.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

BIRTHDAY

My birthday is 5 day before I write this blog. It's a bit normal if you ask me. 18 is supposed to be something big, something important. Just think about it, now I'm officially old enough to vote, to work and of course to marry (lately it is all the girl talk about. It's really funny since non of us take it serious). But come to think of it what have I expected? It's still the sme old girl (18 is old???). I grow up in body but maybe not in mind. Still reckless, lazy and some what irresponsible. Guess I have to be big myself before expecting something big ^_^.
PS: hey is it me or lately I become more cheerful.

Monday, April 7, 2008

La Corda O'Dor

Now let's talk about my brand new interest: La Corda O'Dor. It's a anime just show on ANIME but I have already watch it on YouTube. It's great. The characters, the story, the writing, they are all great. I especially love Len. He's cool ( hot won't work for describe him)

I'm hopeless

Seen the title yet? STRANGE, isn't it??? I mean after all the word I gave out about believing in myself and think possitive now I'm lowing mysell???
But realy I'm hopeless, uncurable in this VERY matter: FEELING.
It's true I used to turn down a boy even before I know he was asking me to be his girlfriend. It's true that when I leave my secondary school I don't drop a tear ( I don't like it that much anyway ). But this is different. I love my current class. I spent three great years with them. I LOVE THEM. But when asked to write some farewell words, I just couldn't do it. My writing is rock hard. It has grammar, vocabulary (in Vietnamese) but no feeling at all, not a drop. Oh God, this is horrible. I'm thinking of having my heart check. I don't think it is functioning right. OH MY GOD.

Friday, February 1, 2008

Count down to LUNAR NEW YEAR

It's only 6 more day to lunar new year. Different from many other countries, this is the true beginning of the year in Vietnam. And also different from others, in this time of the year, some of us have the tendency to check what have we achived this year.
For me, this is the first time I do this but I think it would have a good effect on me.

Let's see...
this year...I enter a new English class. Once again driff myself of the old environment and head forward. I have kept myself going and will always do.
this year...I learn that everybody have a different way to look at the world (I always hear that but never trully understand.) and what I think best for others don't mean they think the same.
this year...I learn that I have a little autism. Not so important, just i don't want to talk to others. Don't want to learn about others. I guess that is because I always over-worry about others (when my mother picks me up late the first thing I think about is what if she got an accident) and new people mean new worry.
this year...I learn that life could never be the way I want. The most important thing is how you deal with it. Will you be upset and cry for your misery or will you let it go and open a new door? Or maybe you would sit down a bit then stand up and walk away? It's all depend on you.
this year...I watch my friend dearm broken. I can fell how she fell 'cause I have been in the same situation not long ago, but all the word I say cuold have no effect on him and more than ever I know the only person can get a broken girl up is herself (I don't know if it is the same for boy).
this year...I got a broken arm and I know that when I'm in such situation many people would look at me pitifully but the only person who can actually do something is myself. And I also learn that every problem will have a solution. It's just a solution may not look like one. And it also could be very difficult.
this year...I learn to love my class a little more. That's strange how I always think good about people but never love them. And this class where people sometime I can't think good about their actions no matter how I look at it make me love it heartfully.
this year...I finally know that I did love someone. I love my father, my mother, my sister, my brother (this I'm not sure about), my dogs. I love my teacher (most of them), my classmates, my friend and myself. And I know I will love more because love is unlimited no matter how much you give, it will never ran out.

Cry

When do people cry?
When they watch a sad movie.
When they see a sad fact.
When they got cut in their hand.
When they got cut in their heart.
When they lose someone they love.
When they hurt someone.
And when they are in utmost happiness.
When they're in love, when they're in pain.
When they scream and when they laugh.
When their emotions get out of their hand.
But when do I cry?
When I watch a sad movie.
When I see a sad fact.
When I got cut in my hand.
What about the rest? Why have I never cried for someone I lost, for someone I hurt or someone who hurt me?
Come to think about it, it is quite easy to understand. Because I have none. I haven't yet to lost someone, I haven't yet to hurt someone. I haven't yet to be hurt. But I know when that day come, I will cry. I will cry my heart out. I will cry with all my strength. Not because my life will end there but because tears are the only things I can left with them and when I eyes dry, I will come forward without looking back once. Just like I always do.