Little Miss Perfect

That's something I would like to be call. Don't take me wrong. It's not like I actually enjoy being someone like that but at lease it would me got out of my current situation.
Have your ever heard about people who keep on doing what everyone else tell them to do? I'm one of those kind. It's not literally but not much diffent. It's true that nobody even my parents order me around but somehow I keep on doing what others expect me to do. That's odd how I have awarded of it all the time and yet I'm still do it. And the worst part is I'm stuck.
I don't know how to break out of the person everyone want me to be but also can't completely obey them, can't be a "little miss perfect". Everytime, I do or say something I always think whether it will satisfy my parents, my friends or my teachers. And I'm sick of it. I just want to do things I love, say things I like and yet, I can't never lift my arm or open my mouth.
Lately, I just want to be alone where nobody could reach me, where I will concern about noone else feeling. I know it's very selfish but I couldn't stop. Moreover, it's only something I want to not something I'm gonna do. Ironic, isn't it? But once again, if I hide in some place would it be any different than right now. Or would I sit in a corner and start to wander if I worry them to much and I am crossing the line and so on.
However, I do aware why I have the tender to do what others like. Simply because I care for them. It's quite ridiculous how even when I don't know what others think about me (I'm only good at telling what they want) I decide I should cut of a source of worry for them: me. I do what they want so they will satisfy and stop worrying about me. I don't know how good it work but at least I am the child my parents have to worry less about.
So after go on and on about my characteristics I end up admit them and doing no thing. Weird me.