Now that 's I call trouble.
The last few day has been sooo tired.
Mid-term test and SAT all together
They worn me out
I am sick and tired
Don't know what is pushing me
Through all this
And make me suffer
Mommy, is it you who put hope on me
Making me go through this
NO! NO!
I DON'T THINK SO
Or is it you daddy
Who love me so and want me to success
NO! NO !
I DON'T THINK SO.
Then it must be me
The girl who want the best
Who want to reach and be so strong
But that's not what I am right now
Sinking and losing my hope
My life purpose and my happy smile
They'd all gone
No more
For long I forgot my friend
Leave memory to blur and forget my loveone
I lose my past
Then I head to future
Forgotting about frind around me
Distance myself and let them forgot me
I lose my present
Now after all I went through
So close to the goal
I forgot why I want to be there, why I running, and for that
I lose my future
I lose all but I won't give up
I'll live on and find what I want
I'll make friend and make love
I'll find my purpose and my own way
Even if the old me have lost and never be found
I shall not stop
Will start over and creat a new me
There is all way time
And I'll make every second of my life count
Don't want to waste
Any more minute
I'm standing right up
And start walking
To tomorrow
3 comments:
I like this entry of yours. In order to succeed, sometimes people need to exchange something. Though you are having to endure a lot of pressures, don't give up your dream, for you only live once to achieve your goal ^_^
In this class, you're the girl I admire the most 'cuz your will is so strong and your lifestyle is different from the others. Though I hardly talk to you in class, I always look at you with admiration. Well, if I were a boy, I could be your tail hahaha :P.
I still remember the day I cried in our class, you were one of them who stayed with me after class was over. I still remember your voice, your hands, your eyes with worry and care. I wanted to took your hands and told you about everything but I just was lost in my tears...
Well, I've been lost for a very long time, and until now I haven't recovered yet... I don't know what I'm trying so much like this for when finally everything seemed to go wrong for me, all my dreams and plans suddenly shattered...
Sometimes, I still wonder what helped me overcome in such hard time to finish the 3 big tests. And now, everything seems fine for me 'cuz finally I got a seat in my med uni but do you believe I'm still confused about my choice?
... There are so many things I want to tell you, write you, but it's time I got to go to my chemistry class or my chem teacher will kill me :D.
Just follow your road and your light though sometimes your mind is confused, you are weary and burdened...
That was what I did in my most difficult time...
All I knew was I had to go ahead though...
You'll succeed, my dear friend.
With all the best wishes for you :)
Hope you'll enjoy this song ;-)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nYm6e3DYts&e
(edited version of the one at 7:17 PM)
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